TroubledMind

Well, this is my first thread. Sorry, please, if it is no so interesting.

First of all, I'd like to introduce myself. It might be enough to say that I'm a 25 years old male, straight, still virgin and -of course- small dicked (4.7 inches).

I've always been shy and introverted, in almost every aspect of my life. But when it comes to sexuality, I'm sure there's more than just shyness and introvertion. And that's the lack of confidence brought by my penis size.

After finishing high school, and for my own surprise, I started to find very easy to talk to girls. Something amazing, indeed, considering that, before, I could hardly say even "hello" or "bye". I was not exactly popular, but I was suddenly so outgoing, amusing, funny. Maybe another way of being attractive, an adjective I wouldn't apply to myself.

But yet something kept me from moving to another level, more intimate, and it was the idea (and the fact, right?) of having a small cock.

Of course, it takes more than a big dick to get laid, but still it is -I think- a very important point. As I said, I won't define myself as "attractive", "hot", or whatever you call it. And with "attractive" I'm not talking only about physical appearance. There's a lot of other skills I don't own. So, even with a larger cock, I'd have no guarantees of getting laid.

The thing is that I met a lot of girls. A lot. But I never dared to go any further. Not even a kiss. And time passed, and keeps passing, and I'm getting old, and I never saw again any of those girls. I've seen them on Facebook, and damn, they got hotter with time!

Now, I don't know why, I think I lost it. I don't get along with girls like I used to. Plus, I'm currently in a relationship. Both of us are still virgins, but that's another story. Maybe next time.

What I want to say, what I need to rip off from my insides, is that I regret having such a small dick, because I lost plenty of opportunities of getting laid. I don't think that a larger cock would make any difference. I mean, as I said before, there are other things. But a bigger cock would give me the confidence I need to -at least- try to get laid with other girls.

Something that makes me feel a total failure is that it will never happen, and I will never know how does it feel to pull your underwear down and see the girl you are with opening her eyes really wide and dropping her jaw so low that it almost hit the floor. I will never make a girl happy, not that way, not with this.

Sorry if it was confusing... I am not a native english speaker and maybe this post didn't make any sense. They're all just random thoughts about the frustration that takes over me every time I go to pee and see that Mother Nature is sometimes so cruel.

Thanks for reading.