big cock envy
 

I grew up with big cock envy. I knew at a very young age that my cock was much smaller than the other boys. I had hoped I was just a late bloomer and at some stage I would experience a big cock growth spurt but as time goes on, I realized that I would always be smaller than average. I remember being in the locker rooms and shower looking at the other boy?s cocks with envy. My close friends all had bigger cocks and often boast about how well they used it. A lot of the girls we knew and who we had sex with us all boast how big they were, but no one boast about me. I spent a lot of time trying to develop new techniques to please a woman, but I was still missing that vital piece of the equation. I remember various girlfriends cheating on me with other men. I remember in most cases knowing but not saying anything about it to them. I knew why they had to cheat, and I did not want to interfere with their pleasure. My first real experience with a big cock was at my first wife basement party that turned into an orgy. I watched as my 5 foot wife had sex with a 6?2 BBC. He must have been over 10 inches, girthy and he was drilling her hard and deep. For the next two weeks all I could ever think about was his cock and how great it looked inside her. She invited him over and allowed me to get up close and personal with it. I remember holding it and stroking it then putting it in her. it was fat and meaty. Licking her juicies from it made me cum.

Gee, Gr8 stuff and what more could you have asked for !? Holding it, stroking it, putting it in HER.! WOW...
When i was younger i was a cuck for Debbie M. and later Inez W. I never got the chance to get up close and personal with their gorgeous hung bulls. I considered myself fortunate to watch and wank in the corner or listen in the adjoining room. i would have loved to have fluffed them up and massaged their cocks into a waiting pussy.