For me it goes all the way back to highschool. I wouldn't shower in gym. I was shy and withdrawn feeling that there was something wrong with me. I had a hard time making friends.
I am alone and very lonely. Basically although there is nothing wrong with me I am so embarassed at my size I usually can't get it up in front of another person so avoid sex and any possible relationship.
It has ruined my life. Actually meeting someone through this forum would change my life big time for the better.
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