I can only second what smalldik and bmet already stated.
It almost sounds like you are desperately looking for an excuse to not make contact with the opposite sex and that is something that is just going to perpetuate your purely mental issues.
As for the potential genetic disorder you are speaking of, I do not believe that that is necessarily the case. There are a number of sicknesses, don't pin me down on which one it was exactly, that can lead to a restricted genital growth (either mumps or measles if I recall correctly), neither of which should have any kind of genetic outcome whatsoever.
I have three daughters, one with my first wife, two with my present wife of almost 30 years and a son, sired in between the two marriages and he is taller than me and is physically as sound and fit as a fiddle.
Women do not find love in measuring inches. Your life isn't measured in inches either. Success in life does not come in inches but rather through education, determination and perseverance. And there is an old but senseless saying that 'bald men make better lovers' (included for whatever it's worth).
I never even had the first thought about my penis size until the first time I saw a porn movie and that took me some 20+ years of my life to get there, in fact, I had been married by that time and we had a daughter together.
My then wife never once mentioned it and seeing that she was experiencing orgasms I guess made this question obsolete too.
We got divorced because of my then and now unsteady lifestyle, she went on to marry a civil servant with a guaranteed pension some time in the distant future. I was in a band, giving music lessons, teaching guitar, bass and banjo. Well, being in my 20s I guess, still dreaming of becoming rich and famous in the music business.
Then I moved to Britain, went to university, had far too poor grades in Germany and lived with a beautiful women for a few years. No complaints there either.
Finally met my wife of nearly 30 years now, fell madly in love, hasn't changed since then, had two daughters and made it in the business world.
Only once in 30 years did my wife comment on my penis size and that was (silly) me asking (silly) questions.
You know, if you ask your wife after she just climaxed half a dozen times if your penis was big enough... how dumb can one get, ey? Needless to say, the question was asked when watching a porn movie. Porn should carry a health warning, can lead to pure stupidity, it certainly did in my case and that was the end of it, close to 30 years ago.
A last bit of advice for you.
Learn everything humanly possible about how the body works. This will be more than appreciated by a partner and seriously disguise the size of your penis. One New Years Eve my wife told a friend that I was the best lover she ever had. Had I still had any doubts about my size then, they would definitely have dispersed into thin air on that day.
One final word regarding a somewhat offensive part of your original post...
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How would you defend yourself?
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Defend myself? Why would I have to do that?
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Is it ethical to make children? I mean, genetically, they would definitely end up being pathetic losers as we are.
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Speak for yourself. Neither I, nor my children are either pathetic or losers. This is just plain insulting (though I do appreciate what you were probably trying to say).