I been thinking about this lately...but I basically missed out on life, and still am. Because I dont/never had a girlfriend at 23..Its like..i haven't completely experienced life...and I feel I missed out on my teen years. I actually think my overweightness and not my size holds me back.
I hate being obese more than anything. Maybe if I was skinny, a girl would give me a shot..i dunno but I look back at think what horrible teen years I had. I DID NOTHING. no hanging with friends, partying, girls..nothing. I feel as my life has been a waste.
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"If you let it get to you, you will be opening a door of self loathing, despair, and hatred. Look beyond and accept. It will do more to develop your self-acceptance than nearly anything else. We all must learn the lesson of accepting ourselves. If we don't accept ourselves, for what we are, then how can we expect anyone else to accept us?"
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