Hello <3 Just joined the forum today.
I'm a camgirl and I get a lot of people asking for SPH either over webcam or clips, sometimes even pics with captions...and while I do them, and have a lot of fun, I can't imagine the draw
I've googled around a bit but I was wondering if anyone who enjoys this fetish wanted to give me any info about how this makes you feel? I feel guilty sometimes but if a guy wants me to be honest, I will...
Is it exhilarating to be humiliated? Is it a turn on because it's like a defense mechanism...? Like if you let them laugh, it's not as bad? And in order to not feel bad about it, you've made the decision to feel REALLY good about it instead?
I'm a pleaser by nature so if the people I'm servicing by doing these clips are truly happy, I will continue doing them without feeling bad...but I'd love to get some info about what makes someone realize they have this fetish in the first place and how it makes them feel.
Thanks, babes <3