Tell us more. Did all those women know about your small size? Were they specifically looking for someone like you? Or did you just randomly hooked up with women?
I ask because the subject of discussion is small guys finding women on cl. Not randomly finding women and letting them find out later.

The ones i did chat with in advance did know about my size i generally do warn them i am not very well endowed. I have never had any complaints from them though they all loved my small cock and could not get enough of it. Only one time did someone mention it was a small pointy pp that got me really hard and i pounded her good. Never into the sph thing but the way she said it was hot. She could not get enough of me after that.

Women on CL aren't looking for big dicks, they need love and attention that they aren't getting from home. I would go back on CL to search for pussy but not now, maybe around Fall.

Yes, better wait some more and have your piece of mind.

Also honestly I was thinking about this to myself earlier. Should my first time, or any time for the matter be with someone special? Or I'm I over thinking this and I should end the drought ASAP. I was thinking on the kind of person I was, should I be myself or follow the crowd of people that get pussy. Are we any different? Anyway, maybe I'll ht up CL, maybe not.

I'd say be yourself. Whatever happens, you'll most likely feel better than not being yourself.

I think you are making up excuses to yourself why you still a v.
what crowd? To you being yourself means not getting pussy?
I dont know what else to say. I know my life changed compeltely after i lost my virginity.
Lots of weight off my shoulders.

I don't feel pressured to lose it what I'm saying, last year I did. Too much goes through my head thinking about having sex for the first time. Everything from diseases, her reaction, how will I do, what if I cum inside her too soon, BABY. More than likely I'll fuck the first girl who wants too, unless I got a major slut vibe from her.

I felt pressure on myself. When i lost my virginity, i didint tell anyone. All the people that i was hanging out with never really knew i was a virgin anyway, so i just told them i fucked a hot black girl that i met by my work.
But being a virgin was killing me. I was dying to find out what sex is all about. Everytime i saw a couple making out i would get so damn jelous of the dude that i would feel like killing myself.
I guess everyone is different. I had to face my fears and go through with it. I felt 100% better after that. Just saying....

The reason i try to online to find girls is very low self confidence, simple as that. When you display this low self confidence all the time then it makes it very very hard to meet girls.

I go out in London, walk down the street and see so many pretty girls, bloody hot figured girls and I want them all, but I i know im not worthy of them, so you walk on by, hoping that one day, there will be a girl who deosn't think much of herself, posting on craigslist wanting a guy like me.

I will start posting in the dating section, lay it all out on a stall, and let you know how it goes

Lee