Road

Also honestly I was thinking about this to myself earlier. Should my first time, or any time for the matter be with someone special? Or I'm I over thinking this and I should end the drought ASAP. I was thinking on the kind of person I was, should I be myself or follow the crowd of people that get pussy. Are we any different? Anyway, maybe I'll ht up CL, maybe not.

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"If you let it get to you, you will be opening a door of self loathing, despair, and hatred. Look beyond and accept. It will do more to develop your self-acceptance than nearly anything else. We all must learn the lesson of accepting ourselves. If we don't accept ourselves, for what we are, then how can we expect anyone else to accept us?"

jobleau

I'd say be yourself. Whatever happens, you'll most likely feel better than not being yourself.