shortdick

I received the biggest humiliation making sex in spooning position..
I have a 4,5 inch cock when I'm hard(in the best days)and strongly curved upwards.Of course both length and shape make me unable to have sex in most positions(reverse cow girl,spooning ..etc)
My wife Is a curvy woman with a big butt (even if quite flat) and this doesn't help me..
However the worst thing Is knowing her sexual past.My wife experienced a 9 inch cock and this on the one side turn me on but on the other side Is really frustating..
I feel a loser and most times unable to have sex as she would like..
This Is the real dialogue

She"Is It in yet?"
Me"yes"
She"go deeper,i don't feel anything"
Me"i'm already balls deep"
She"Are you sure?"You're putting inside only the tip.Try to move a little more"
Me"I'm doing It"
She" I like longer strokes,are you able to do It?
Me "I am trying to do It"(and my penis slips out)
She"Don't stop,try again"
Me "ok"(but my penis slips out another time)
She"Stop, stop"With you this position doesn't work for me"
Me".It depends on my size, isn't true?"
She"..Mhh..i don't want humiliate you but in spooning a long cock works better,,i must admit It"." "It's not your fault but i love being well-filled "
Me" Did you make sex often in this position?"
She"Yes,regularly

I had sex in spooning with other women and i realized that a small/short penis can work a Little Better only with a little and thin girl..